| July 12, 2007 So. You want to know what happened in the past oh, about 2 years since I've actually had anything that amounts to a REAL journal? In a nutshell: the shit hit the fan in two areas. M ikey and my personal life. You all know that Stuart and I split up. Then I met M ichael. Things were great for a few months and then the shit hit the fan with that. I am not going to go into too much detail but I will say that I managed to meet the one person who turned out to be the worst person that I could have ever met. I ended up wasting a year and change on a person who was worth only the change at best. I learned way more about what I will accept and will NOT ACCEPT in a relationship, unfortunately, at my own expense. In more ways than one. Whatever. It's been a few months now. I'm not exactly happy with where I'm living at but at this time, it's where I have to be. I'm not exactly happy with my job but until I can find something else, it's also where I have to be. In the meantime. I've spent hours by myself. Analyzing everything up one side and down the other. Getting my head back where it's supposed to be. Recovering from being blindsided by an emotional train. It took some work but I'm my own self again. The past is important but the NOW and the future is the most important thing. And that's what I'm focusing on. I've also found someone who has become extremely, vitally, important to me, who was literally, right under my nose.
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