| July 18, 2007 From my myspace blog: Wednesday, Wednesday...la la la la la (doesn't have the same ring as Monday Monday, eh?)
Have plans with dive buddy to start working on drills and navigation and stuff like that instead of just finning around and looking at stuff all the time. It's time to GET SERIOUS. Anyway. I'm at work. Big whoop. Need to start doing some "research" that the Powers That Be gave me to do. Not difficult, just boring and time consuming. I'm stressing about Friday. Had something planned that I really really really wanted to happen but doubt that it will. (insert big sad sigh.) ...... We had thunder and lightning storms all around us for a few hours on and off last night around 2:30 AM and Erica kept waking up because she is TERRIFIED of lightning and thunder. I have no idea how to get her over that fear. But because SHE kept waking up, guess who ELSE kept getting woke up? So I'm a bit tired this morning. ...... Stuart's quitting smoking and man is he being such a short tempered ass about everything. ...... Started watching V for Vendetta last night while working on some web site stuff. I think I went to bed around 9:30 or 10 though. Still tired. Back to work for now.
Later............. Today has been a bit of a bitch emotionally. I'm happy and totally into someone who is actually SANE and stable. I'm stressed because I don't get to see him very often. I'm also frustrated about that but we're both working toward making that a non-issue. I'm just impatient I guess. I'm okay but I miss him so damn much. We talk on the phone all the time and have every day for almost 2 months now. I can't even imagine those people that actually do the REAL long distance relationships. God. That would be a freaking nightmare rollercoaster ride. I'm also a little up in the air about some plans going on for Friday. Not going to be able to work at the shop on Saturday and that means another day I won't see him and FUCK. That sucks. A lot. *sigh* |
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