| December 1, 2008 And things just keep changing. Some things for better, some for "not sure yet", and others well, they are doing their thing but it's not great all around. I feel a lot better, emotionally and mentally. The last couple months have been rather...difficult. Draining. Worrying. Just, UGH. I attended my very first ever adult only costume party. I'm 36 and have never been to a party, where I could legally DRINK, my entire adult life. Moving to a dry county full of very "religious" people and in the Bible Belt of NC put an immediate stop to any "partying" I had in mind when I moved down here in '91. And I really wasn't interested in it at that point. Things are slightly different in that venue than they were before. I'm a lot less uptight, even though stuff still freaks me out a bit. I have a hard time being social, I hate when people don't like me, and well, my self esteem was in the toilet for a long time. I didn't really have TIME to worry about it either. Things were busy with work and the kids and then relationships and scuba and the kids and now, things are on a nice, mostly steady, roll. It's a good thing. I thought maybe I would document where I am at this point in my life by joining the annual Holidailies event. It's been a long time since I've chronicled my daily life. I dug out a bunch of my journal entries from the years between 1999 and 2001 and I hope like hell I've changed a bunch since that time. I don't know what I'll talk about....don't really have a plan but there will be something here from December 5 to January 6.
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